Saturday, March 12, 2011

God has a really big hat...


Last night, I placed an artist's rendition of a supermassive black hole on my blog. It represented how I felt after finding out I had no place to live, no place to base my job hunting efforts, no place to call home.

Tonight's photo is a picture taken in Antarctica, back in 2003, of a sunrise during a total solar eclipse.

Pretty trippy, huh?

Almost as trippy as the rabbit God appears to have pulled from God's great big hat.

I had literally prayed that God would need to pull a proverbial rabbit out of God's proverbial hat early yesterday evening.

Last night, I spoke with a Tweep on the phone. She had asked me to call her after she read my blog yesterday evening. She is a PC(USA) minister in St. Petersburg, FL. We spoke about my situation and then she told me she had an idea that she and her husband had been thinking about for awhile. The long and short of it is this: She invited me to move down to St. Petersburg to live, find a job, and to participate and involve myself in the work of the church again.

While I will be moving away from Ocala, I will still be in relatively close proximity to my father who is in assisted living near Ocala.

God has a really BIG hat.

By the time we ended our conversation, I had found out that I would be getting to know a number of people in The Presbytery of Tampa Bay , including the new chaplain at Eckerd College and the good folks at The Missio Dei, along with a number of other individuals, including the members of Woodlawn Presbyterian Church in St. Petersburg.

To top it all off, the woman I was staying with handed me $450 dollars this morning.

Cash.

I was in no way expecting that.

She didn't know about my move. I hadn't had a chance to tell her about it yet.

Not only does God have a really big hat, but God has really big rabbits that get pulled out of that hat.

I'll be down there tomorrow evening, beginning my time there with a family dinner. It is a good thing to begin time together with a meal. It is an opportunity for community and communion. A time of peace, wholeness, and shalom.

I want to thank so many people, some whom I know on Twitter, and many whom I will never know or meet, for their prayers last night and for the goodness in their hearts to care for me in this time. And I want to thank everyone who has been reading this blog, both those who have left a comment or two and those who have not.

Most especially, I want to thank the many PC(USA) ministers and church members who have stood with me through this time of trial, and also those who call themselves Outlaw Preachers. Some of those people identify with both of those groups.

I am one of those people. I am a PC(USA) Minister of Word and Sacrament and I am an Outlaw Preacher.

May all of you, each of you, be blessed.

We are children of God, a God who pulls giant rabbits out of a gargantuan hat.

Last night my world looked like a black hole, a bottomless pit so strong and forboding that even light itself could not escape it's bounds. Tonight my world seems like a solar eclipse sunrise over Antarctica. While there is still a black circular disk to consider, it is only an illusion, for the light of the sun is streaming forth from behind the obstructing disc of the cold silent moon and the cold silent moon will pass over soon enough, leaving nothing but the warm illuminating rays of the sun in its stead.

There is still a long way to go, many miles to cross. But the journey is under way.

And like the person in the picture, I am moving toward those far-streaming rays, setting a course for their heart.



17 comments:

  1. Wonderful, wonderful news!

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  2. Amen! God does help us to believe!

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  3. When I read your previous post, I had no words of encouragement to offer, only prayers. This update brings tears of joy to my eyes ~ that the lord welcomes us into his communion through his body, even if it appears we have nothing left to bring to the table, and he blesses it, and calls it good, and multiplies a feast! Praise be to the Word of God!

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  4. Yes, Kim...btw, I've added "Barefoot Bohemian to my list of BlogoliciousTweeps ... my blogroll of fave tweeps...check it out.

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  5. rejoicing with you that God is a God of second (and nineteenth) chances...

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  6. Thank you, Alece...Be blessed.

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  7. Thank you for your beautiful darkness Gene. I know that black bottomless pit to well. When I was dealing with the meat of the trauma of being abused, I was in that bottomless pit for two months. I was having PTSD dreams, so I couldn't sleep. I also suffered from Emotional Flooding, so it was the only thing I could think about. I am thankful everyday, for the healing and hope, that could only emerge from the dark place. Your words are filled with wisdom and hope. It affirms that hopeful dark place inside of me.

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  8. So glad to hear this news, Gene! Funny how you wouldn't have pursued such a move unless you went through yesterday. But I hope you also felt the support/love during yesterday that is really yours'. Looking forward to hearing what happens next. Find out what you need and tell us. Like...stuff. Whatever. And give that minister and her husband a gigantic hug from me. THAT is love...responding from the heart to a need in the moment. She might have "prayed about whether this the right move" for a week or a month; meanwhile you would be homeless. But she acted from her heart, like Jesus. Love it! Yay!

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  9. Wow, Mike, it takes a lot of courage to talk about that kind of stuff. You amaze me. I too, know something of your experience with PTSD dreams. I worked some in Ground Zero after 9/11. I was in Manhattan on that day. It was my first full day of classes at Union Theological Seminary.My first day of seminary ever. I had bad reams for a couple of years after that time in "The Pile". Dreamed I was on top of the building when they fell, standing on the roof of the North Tower. I'd wake up sweating, out of breath, and sit up for a hour or more with "the thousand yard stare".

    Thanks for sharing this. Together, we and others, with God's grace to sustain us, can overcome these things in our lives.

    My prayers are with you as yours are with mine, brother!

    Be blessed...

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  10. Awesome news, Gene. Glad to hear that things are working out. And glad to have made your online acquaintance the past few weeks.

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  11. Thank you. btw, right now...I'm doing exactly what your avatar suggests...

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  12. Choking up with tears of awe. That gang -- Father, Son & Holy Spirit -- never fails to deliver on mercy and grace.

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  13. Meredith it, God, you, & everyone else are amazing. Abt to sart the drive down. Visit dad, drive to St. Pete. Enjoy your time in Jax...B blessed

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  14. Thanks be to God, and to all the people who heard God's call to walk with you, pray for you, and offer rabbits out of hats in many ways. Thanks, friend!

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  15. You are an example of Faith, my friend. And an inspiration. #PBWY and we look forward to reading of your new stage of life.

    rob

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  16. I'd missed the previous post while traveling to Miami; glad to see that there is indeed LIGHT!!! Praise God! As always, thoughts and prayers heading your way from Brevard County....

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